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what do you say to someone for the first time after they've hated you for 2 years?

ryans been chilling on my friends list for a few weeks now and I seriously have no clue what to say to him.

life is so much harder when the one person who you could be 100% yourself around is gone.

i am never going to fall asleep.
fuck.

i miss:
my cousins, aunts & uncles, & grandparents.
pennsylvania in general.
nikki.
hannah.
phil.
bree & adrienne.
nathan papa
paradise valley
2007.
purp.
smoking blunts everyday.
having fun at raves
knowing when to stop drinking
being carefee
tucson
harrison, elan, dan, and even chris
josh, izzie, and the green team
playing beer pong all the time
going to parties
brooke.
going to church.
sarah, sarajoy, zach
getting straight a's with no effort
having a lot of money & being able to buy whatever i want
cocaine.
speaking my mind.

i love our new apartment.
me & elena decorated it all cute and shit.
& today our furniture & cable & internet got set up.
so i am happy =)

i think that transferring to ASU was a good decision.

california tomorrow!
yayy

i can't use this stupid journal anymore...
its too hard to write about nikki & i need somewhere to write about her. 
its been a whole month... fuck.

but the beach will be fun.
anne moves sunday morning.
i'm going to miss her tons.

going to a frat party tonight.
thennn around 11 or so heading off to CALIFORNIA!

words cannot explain how excited i am

SUPER AWKWARD MOMENT YESTERDAY
ohhh mannnn

<3

so pretty sure i love college. haha.  friday i went to the most intense frat party. omg it was crazy like out of a movie.  so much better to all the frat parties i've been to before haha. but the cops broke it up so we just smoked weed and walked around with some guys for the rest of the night. it was way fun.  and then saturday i went to phi psi and it was also really intense but different. i just saw a lot of people there i just totally wouldn't expect to see at a frat party. cough KYLA ROBERTS cough.  weiiiiirddd.  then i went to some party at the aggie house after the frat ran out of alcohol. and omg this party was so hick.  like music coming from a pickup truck on the lawn.  needless to say, we didn't stay there long. just drank some more and left. 

sunday a girl on the fourth floor of my dorm hung herself from the pipes in her room.  when her roommate found her she was still breathing but she died later that night in the hospital.  so that was really sad.  it's weird to think that someone died like... right under me.  and like.. while i was laughing and chilling with my roommate she was killing herself.  it's sad =(  so coronado is slightly less party central right now.

anyways, i hate mondays. i really do.  but yesterday was pretty fun.  my friends bobby and jordan who don't go to u of a came and picked me up and we went to the kottonmouth kings concert.  oh and later when me and rachel went to get ice cream (i was so baked best milkshake of my life i swear) we saw sos and brian so i went and smoked some weed with them. 

and today was just chill. i had all my classes and then i just chilled and watched tv. met nikki for dinner than she came and watched hook with me. best movie ever.  me and rachel went and got ice cream again lol and i smoked more. i swear to god, hook, weed, and ice cream is the perfect combination.

i wanna see chris tomorrow =( i miss him.  maybe hang out with amy. that'd be fun.  and then thursday matt and arianna are driving down here.  arianna wants to go to a frat party so that would be fun. so they might crash here and then we'd all go to scottsdale friday.  and then CLUB PARTY MONSTER saturday!!! it's at the icehouse too!!! so excited.  has anyone ever seen party monster? if so tell me and i'll tell you about whats going to be the best night of my life.  sunday i'm hoping for a meganism party! i love those. and miss them!  and then monday i'm coming back to tucson. or i might just ride back with bobby sunday morning... hmm.

watching parental controls now. stoned. OMFG so i was smoking right outside my dorm earlier and a cop like drove in and pulled up in the parking space like 10yrds away from me. so i ran inside.  so scary.  i might finish my bowl in the shower in like an hour. <3

too many shitty memories on the last one.  I suppose that's what happens when one has the same LJ all throughout high school.  Well, I'm in college now and it's time to start fresh.  And I'm really going to try updating this one more cause I'm all lonely here at college and need someone to talk to.  Or I could you know make friends.  Too bad I suck at life. 

Anyways, I got to talk to randy today for a really long time.  It made me way happy.  I miss him a lot.  But he told me about plugaz which is a LJ that is dedicated to talking shit about everyone in the AZ scene. yayy =)  haha wonder if they're going to write about me.  =/

Right now I'm just chilling in my dorm room on my computer.  I only had two classes today... Spanish 102 which is going to suck I'm sure and Math 109 which is going to be ridiculously easy.  College Algebra with data processing.  well, i took algebra 2H freshman year lolzers.  Tomorrow I have Psychology 101 and Mind, Matter, and God as well.  God damn that class is going to be boring as hell.  Oh well, there's like... 580 people in the class so I'll just bring my computer and myspace it up for the hour and fifteen minutes I'll be there.  

I pierced my lip monday and it really hurts today =(  It's so swollen it looks so bad right now haha.  and Chris is longboarding to campus to come hangout with me! yayyyy! I love Chris.  I swear to God he's keeping me sane here.  He's like one of like... 3 friends I have here. wow. I reaaaaaaally need to meet people.

I'm going back to phx labor day weekend. CLUB PARTY MONSTER w00t!! although, i have to say i think this party is going to be shit since rob got arrested and it got taken over by someone else.  oh well. I'll still get to meet James St. James again and he's my obsession of the moment. 

hmmm. maybe I'll take a nap before chris gets here... or do my spanish homework.

PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUT.